to: c

it's 12 a.m. december 1st, 2024. last december i met you. does it ever baffle you how much a person can change in one year?
i mean, last december you were head over heels for me. you're entering this december with your arms around a completely
different girl. last december i was the first person you texted in the morning, the last one you texted at night. last december
you told me that you loved me. this december, you leave me on delivered for days, you go on dates with a girl who's not me,
you don't even say that you're thankful for me. it hurts to see you lose interest. i miss the boy you used to be, that 17 year old
who facetimed me every night and packed me lunch and held my hand as we ran through the cold december frost. it hasn't even been
a year since we met and you've already loved two girls. you call yourself a loverboy but can't only love one girl. it's fucking pathetic.
if i were to have one wish, it would be to travel back in time. travel back to last december, when you first fell in love with me,
when i first fell in love with you. i'll hold your face in my hands and tell you everything you will do to break my heart, and i hope it stops you.