why won't you respond to me??? are you ignoring me on purpose? you told me that you'd always be there for me,
that you would always respond. i put too much faith into you. i love you too much. i miss you, c. i just wish
you could respond to me, just once. you're well aware of my existence but you choose to ignore it. isn't that
what you promised to not do? you confuse me. is it killing you like it's killing me? i don't think it is.